I feel this. Even with my partner here to help at the start until he had to go back to work it was tough work. She’s still a wee handful now (at 5 months) but I feel it started getting better when I could really see her developing new skills. You love them all the same but it’s just a bit more exciting and they’re a bit more interactive and aware and engage with you more which obviously comes with its own challenges too. I’ve found motherhood such a rollercoaster of emotions, you’re just so in love with this little bundle and it’s amazing but you also need to look after yourself and this little bundle that relies entirely on you for everything. You’ve got this, I promise it does get better
Hey girl if you need someone to talk to I’m here for you!💙